From this rotting body, Flowers shall grow, and in them we are Eternity..an exploration of :           The Heaven's Gaze System, including boundaries and fronters, for public use on social medias and platforms...If you must die, I Envy even the earth that wraps around your Body. . . . . . . .Rowan. They/He/Hymn. CDT. . . . . . . . . . . .

blogwide guidelines

   RULE ONE.
We, as a collective, reserve the right to our privacy. As such, We will ignore questions if we feel answering them will put us at risk for having people online know personal information about us. This includes information regarding specific alter roles, front triggers, alter ages, the presence of various types of alters, the areas we live by, any legally identifying information, etc.
   RULE TWO.
We happily accept asks, and encourage those interested to send them, but Please refrain from triggering topics such as NSFW being included in any asks you send. Things like vents are also discouraged. This is not only because mentions of certain topics are negative front trigers for various alters, but also because it (quite simply) Makes us uncomfortable. Please respect this.

   RULE THREE.
Please respect boundaries laid out by specific alters. They are mentioned for a REASON, and ignoring said boundaries will only make us uncomfortable. As a whole: If a boundary is set, RESPECT IT. This includes following our DNI, not passing specific boundaries, and generally being a respectful human being. Please.
   RULE FOUR.
We, as a collective, are Anti Endogenic "Systems". This is for a variety of reasons, that we are not and will not be explaining in this Carrd. We simply asked to be left alone by these people, and allowed to live our own lives. Any attempt at contacting us as an "Endogenic" will result in an immediate block. We are not and never will be comfortable with people who claim traumagenic terms as their own, or fake serious mental illness for fun. If you are genuinely confused, I apologise, and we hope you find the care you need and the terms that fit you. But on a whole: If you are Endogenic, Please leave us alone.

In general, this blog is a Personal Blog for us, for us to talk about our interests, share some of our expiriences with the world, and generally just have a blog for us. Posts might be inconsistent, and content may widely vary, but all in all this blog functions as a place for us to enjoy ourselves, and figure things out about ourselves. We ask that people follow basic common sense when talking to us, and not be outright disrespectful. As mentioned before in some of the rules above, we have a DNI. The link is included in Rule Three. Please read through it, and do not interact if you fall under any of the categories of it. If you are genuinely confused as to why a topic is included, feel free to shoot us a message and we will explain. However, we reserve the right to not answer any messages if we are aware that someone is part of one of these groups.In order to make this not drag on forever, we're cutting this off here. Please respect these rules. Thank you.- J, Fenrir

Frequent Fronters

SIRIUS .
•   name   :   Sirius Lucifer [REDACTED]
•   alias   :   Siri, Luci
•   gender   :   He / Pup
•   orientation   :   Achillean + Polyamourous
•   species   :   Werewolf
•   face claim(s)   :   Face
•   voice claim(s)   :   Herb Cookie
FENRIR .
•   name   :   Fenrir Mahogany
•   alias   :   Fen
•   gender   :   He / Freeze
•   orientation   :   Ambisexual
•   species   :   Canid Human
•   face claim(s)   :   Face
•   voice claim(s)   :   Sal Fischer, "Sally Face" (Featherfall Studios' Dub)
MILQUETOAST .
•   name   :   Milquetoast/Maple/Butters
•   alias   :   Milk/Toast
•   gender   :   They / Fable
•   orientation   :   Unlabeled
•   species   :   Anthro Cat
•   face claim(s)   :   Brown Tabby Cats?
•   voice claim(s)   :   Winnie the Pooh

KEITH .
•   name   :   Keith Akira Kogane
•   alias   :   Kira
•   gender   :   He / Him
•   orientation   :   Pansexual
•   species   :   Human / Galra
•   face claim(s)   :   Keith, Voltron
•   voice claim(s)   :   Keith, Voltron
MARY .
•   name   :   Mary
•   alias   :   Mare
•   gender   :   She / Her
•   orientation   :   Lesbian + Asexual
•   species   :   Human
•   face claim(s)   :   Face
•   voice claim(s)   :   Duchess, Aristocats
SILAS .
•   name   :   Silas
•   gender   :   He / Vamp
•   orientation   :  orientation
•   species   :   Vampire / Demon
•   face claim(s)   :   Hesper, Bluebiscuits
•   voice claim(s)   :   Espresso Cookie


Frequently Asked Questions

   What is OSDD?
We, the users of this account, have OSDD 1-B. This section is specifically about our expirience. OSDD is a dissociative disorder caused by various forms of childhood trauma. Most likely, you have heard of some form of the disorder. DID seems to be the most well-known one. To put it simply: we have multiple "people" in our head, referred to on this page as Alters, that work together in order to live our life to its fullest. OSDD 1-B specifically means that we are a System, but do not experience the traditional form of amnesia that is associated with DID.

   Syscourse?
Please DO NOT involve us in syscourse. We are uncomfortable with the topic, and wish to simply be able to live our lives. We are only alright with the topic being brought up amongst Close friends, of which the wide majority of Tumblr users are not a part of. Outside of genuine questions as to why certain people are on our DNI list, which might include people debated in Syscourse, we are not comfortable with the topic being mentioned to us.

   How should we refer to alters?
We collectively have a system Pronouns.cc that people are free to use as a reference. This includes detailed lists of the various labels, pronouns, and names that different alters use.
Other than that, refer to individual alters just as you would regular, everyday people, because we are!! Say hello, have a pleasant chat, and please, act normal. We're just people, no matter what sort of alter we are.

   Why do you not disclose information?
This is regarding multiple different pieces of info that we leave out of this blog. This includes alter ages, roles, and any other info we see fit when talking about our system. This is for our own personal comfort and safety. Quite simply: You do not need to know our specific roles, nor our ages, in order to interact with us. If this makes you uncomfortable, you can feel free to not interact. This is not a stance we will be changing anytime soon.

   Do you have any side blogs/other SMs?
Not at the moment. None of us have expressed a want for a blog to be specifically our own, especially as our current blog is very general, and not at all targeted for specific things (As we already have issues posting on a schedule, adding more blogs on top of the main one seems like it would be stressful). If that changes, so will this Carrd. Also, we do not use other social medias. If our content is found posted outside of Tumblr, assume it is stolen.

   May we reach out to you?
Yes! We accept messages on Tumblr wholeheartedly, and find interacting with others genuinely nice. We do ask that any messages be kept SFW, and if not it may result in a ban.
As for bringing those conversations onto other platforms (Such as Discord), that is a different conversation, and is not something any of us will be able to confirm or deny on our Carrd. Simply put? Discord is for those we trust only, and it's hard to say any trust will be built on a site like.. Tumblr.

About the Collective

Collective Names- Rowan, Sirius, AugusteCollective Pronouns- They / Them, He / Him, Hy / HymnHeadcount- ~30 (Unknown)Collective Identity- Systemflux, Systemfluid, PolyamPartner Systems- N/D (Not Disclosing)

Other Disorders- NPD, AuDHD, Bipolar, Anxiety, ETC.Type- Traumagenic OSDD 1-BLanguages- English, German, FrenchSubsystems- N/ATimezone- CDTPrimary Fronter(s)- Sirius, Fenrir